But the past few days have been difficult. He came to my house many times shouting and screaming about how angry he was with me for no logical reason. I asked the server about the taste and they told me they would check with the kitchen as they took it away. One of the positives about going through a breakup, losing a loved one, or having a setback in life is that you can count on your friends to be there. Their avocado toast was absolutely delicious and I added an egg on mine.
I felt it was going to happen soon as she had only been given several months to live following cancer diagnosis , I was hopeful she would come home from hospital. Every weekend we would wreak havoc at dads house. Not part of any family or her other friendship groups where I might otherwise be able to share her memory. She was like a sibling to me and nothing will ever replace that. My family does not understand the depth of our friendship, and I think my husband always saw her of a bit of a threat because we were so close, which leaves me with no support system.
I find myself breaking out in tears for no reason at all. I had him to talk to and be there during my divorce and at times my life got extremely dark. Not all people yell and scream when they're upset. We were friends for 42 years. If this is the case, try to spend more time with him alone.
I think often , often of his last week in his place , the pain that cancer cause him. I was a newly minted stay-at-home mom of a newborn. Thank you so much for sharing your thoughts!! So how do I go about starting college lugging this baggage with me? Her first grandbaby was born on my youngest daughters birthday. What a sweet place this is. I really feel empty, alone.
I said, nope after this, I have to cut her off. Server actually forgot to bring us the beignets though so we had to ask again. Just a few have messaged me to see how I am. Gosh I miss her so much! I felt all that multiplied by 1000 at her funeral, speaking in the service. You think you will never have another friend like them again.
The distance never did one thing to lessen our bond. Kathy and her mother would take desperate calls from me in the wee hours of the morning and then I would feel reassured, loved and be able to sleep. Trust in God and His perfect timing. He was not who we thought it was going to be. I believe I will see my friend again in heaven, but until that day I want to live for my intended purpose and I believe that by the grace of God and his healing love I will continue to heal , be it all slowly.
There is a sister in my neighborhood who is battling cancer, she has 4 children that are ages 7 to 14 months and so she needs a lot of help. ! He was an avid football fan, and pretty much had the stats, names of players, teams, divisions, football trivia memorized like a human hard drive. Good thing i didn't because the French toast was big and I actually have to give some to my friend too. I will miss you my friend. It could be your problem but your thyroid condition can be treated with much success through medications. She was kind, funny, loving, and had this infectious smile that never saw a single stranger. And we formed an unbreakable bond of friendship, love and laughter.
We were like Oprah and Gayle best friends, you know? I most definitely want to bless others and have God work in me and through me. He ended up being an amazing friend, and we had great conversations together over the next year or so. To let her know how much I miss her and love her. So here I am my first year of college. Be gentle with yourselves and thank you for your stories. I was just really touched by your story. I still think of her daily probably bc I see her house roof from my windows but I wanted to share what helped me the most.